SO in early January Meg held her first 'magic' class. I went cause I said I would but really the subject matter bores me. I mean magic is for little kids. The next day I got a call to come over to Meg's to help cat-sit Chi cause the boys were taking Tigre out...I hope they go easy on him. We took Chi to go get some food and met Hawt, one of Harry's sisters who turned out to be new to the island and had 3 cats of her own. She invited herself back with us and pulled out this relic horn she 'borrowed' from her mother. She and Meg were curious about it and even though I told them not to they fucked with it and cats exploded from it, tearing a hole in Meg's roof. The guys showed up and I introduced Harry and Tig to his sister. They sorted out the cat mess and I took my drunk boyfriend home. They boys got thrown out but wouldn't say more than that about what happened.
About a week later Jack finally told Meg about his age thing and she flipped the fuck out. Jack fled and I calmed Meg down and we went searching for him. I tracked him to the water and told Meg to wait while I went to talk to him. I found him in a cave under the water where he was running tests on the drugs we had been finding. He and I argued and I pushed his buttons like he pushed mine until he tried to swim out. I asked the water to push him back and it did. We argued some more about how he is NOT his father but then I saw his face pale and looked to see Meg in the water...WHY THE FUCK CAN'T SHE EVER DO AS TOLD!? He pulled her out and she slapped him for lieing then kissed him, trying to get him to see that she still loved him. I quietly stiffened the water again as they started to work this out. He revealed he slept with guys too and I was impressed with how Meg ignored it and kept him on task and pressing him to answer her if he loved her. He tried to lie to her and say he didn't and when she pressed again he broke down crying. I left after an hour when I was sure Jack was done fighting her. I hated watching Jack like that. He's my cuz, and I love him. Having to say the things I did...
Another week passed and Jack called to meet for coffee. We went to the place on the pier and walked to the end to talk. He wanted me to ignore a lie he would tell and wanted Meg to hate him. He didn't want to talk up here so we went to his cave to talk about it. He was hoping to 'betray' us and get in with this mysterious drug scion and needed Meg to hate him for real so it would be easier on her. I was really concerned for his safety so I sat down by the water's edge and tried to get a vision to come to me. I saw death and got to ask questions to clarify. It told me he could not succeed as things stood and there was nothing we could do to make it work.
After all that I suggested we go diving to have fun since he cooped himself in that cave all week. We stripped down and did some dives before floating and talked about me possibly competing in NY in a few months. I've been toying with the idea but we'll see...and that's where the day went south. Meg showed up on the beach and saw our clothes and assumed we were fucking each other. She tried to storm off, Jack chased her, and the fought for a second before splitting off. I almost went after her but you know what? I had had enough. I was so gods damned sick of picking up her pieces and fixing her. Fuck this I am EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD! I should not be stuck coddling some SEVENTEEN year old who FLIPS out at EVERYTHING. I grabbed my stuff, showered and grabbed Uncle D's wine before going to the park and draining half the bottle before Meg showed up. She started yelling about how I was a horrible person for screwing her boyfriend, and I got her to shut up by yelling back at her about how stupid, immature, insecure and jealous she was. She left and I think I finished the bottle before passing out. When I came to I was in Jack's arms and puked on him before seeing Zee and Meg there. I had finally had enough and got out of his arms and turned to them both and told them I could no longer take it. Jack was my cuz and so long as it was not Meg related I would be here for whatever he needed. To Meg I told her I was done. I was cutting her out of my life cause it was s tress I just could not handle anymore. I don't think she thought I was serious either. Zee knocked us out again and I snuck out the window of the room she put me in when I awoke and went home...funny I already was all moved in with him now and it was more of a home than I had ever had. I got home and told him what happened and what I planned to do about it and we snuggled on the couch to watch Scrubs.
SO needless to say January was filled with drama...hopefully I managed to cut some of it out.
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